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Am suppose to feel guilt about this! ? i got mixed reviews! what do you guys think!!?

well i was appointed as a teacher in a pulic school . so i was new at work and thought it would be fun around kids! so they promised me a class where i will be as an associate teacher.so i started working with this really sweet teacher and we were looking after a class ! but my work was limited since she did all the teaching! and i got work like greeting the kids from the bus or waiting with the kids till their parents came to take them home! i felt like nanny instead of a teacher! but keepin all this apart another strange situation came in my way. the class i was responsible for had a kid who attention deficiency prob and traits of autisim and most time was under sedation. this kid was hyper and used to hit other kids and woud do the craziest things .once he even banged another kid's head with a wooden chair!so he was just not fit be around the normal todlers. i talked about this to my head but she refused to take any action cause she wanted to look good to her superior and plus the kid's mom work at the school. and her mom wouldnt send her kid to a special shcool cause what will the "society" think!? all this was upsetting me cause i was so new at handling the normal kids that this kid was totally out my control lierally running over places and hitting other kids! the main prob came when the head decided she is going to make me incharge of the kid cause she thinks i have the patience which is true cause the other teachers would just yell at the kid when he did something which is wrong cause the kid is not doin git on purpose and any yelling wont help cause he is not normal.! the best part is the way my head manipulated me to stay with the kid by not telling me before hand the prob the kid has or she will talk to her head if i dont take care of him and so on. i left the school! i had enough. i had breakdowns when i used to come home! it was going out of control! after i left the school they hired a "special teacher". i thought why didnt they do that in the first place!? am i suppose to feel guilty? cause honestly i dont. what i dd is right for the kid too now he can get a properly trained teacher in whose guidance he will be safe. what did ya say!?

Public Comments

1. Honestly, and I'm not picking on you, but you should be no where around impressionable kids until you get a clue, you spell like crap and aren't wise enough to use the spell checker when they put it in front of what you are typing. your rant is erratic, you are like a poodle on speed explaining this, which I get the impression you are trying to mediate an outcome with the way you are sharing the story trying to get us to disregard the fact you aren't capable and use the victim status to soothe your wounded pride. The world isn't fair and I don't think you would really want it to be, My sister had breast cancer, if the world was fair, you would also get breast cancer. fairness is only an argument when it's in your favor. My advice is move on, find what you have a passion for and head in that direction. You probably aren't teacher material. I could be wrong but I'm usually not.
2. You already answered your own question here, you should not feel guilty, you did the right thing and yes the headmaster should have told you about the kids problems before she assigned you to him.