Pain in my chest and it's throbbing me up Everybody telling me to suck it up Don't tell me what to do Cause "you don't know what the fuck i've been through" Ok...let me first start out with my first pain My dog gets shot and the clouds are starting to rain I go over to my dog and hug it...for the last time This rap has many emotions it's not just for a rhyme And so as i'm hugging my dog tear drops start to fall down That was my first pain now lets do another round Now for my second, My mom got shot and my dad died of cancer Dad smoked, made the whole process faster We didn't even get to have time together Now there's a huge storm coming, man i hate this weather Finally for my last pain This is far by the worst and it's driving me insane Well maybe i am already insane, screw it...let me just tell you the story About a little boy like myself who loved blood and gory My Mom tells me to not worry...about my addiction, she told me everything's gonna be all right Untill that one bloody gruesome night When i woke up and grabbed my pistol from under the bed Cocked the gun and pointed it right at my moms forehead She smiled and said "i believe in you" I was so confused then...i didn't know what to do Then my dad comes up behind me..Hits me with a shovel right at the back of the head I wake up only to find out that my mom and my dog are now dead But then i suddenly hear a noise and thought it was my dad at the front entrance My face goes red and the atmosphere get's all tense I scream at him and tell him that this was all his fault You did the wrong combination to this cursed vault And now i start pointing the gun at this man The guy screams and says i'm just a doctor I have results of your dad's cancer And i'm sorry to tell you but your dad has one day to live My eyes get wide and my brain tells me that i have to give... him this news But i don't know his whereabouts are so that's another person i lose.